Little updates 7

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh and salam 1 Malaysia to all readers.
May Allah bless you gang!

Works seem to be my biggest constraint to write lately. New jobs, current jobs and upcoming jobs are making my life so tired and hampered. Kesian Cik Laura kan?

By the way, I am really grateful as having some little times to hang out with families and friends for Hari Raya Celebration.

Hari Raya at my hometown was really awesome. Who's don't right? I'd reach home few minutes after Iftar on the Ramadhan 27th. I was with my eldest niece who I picked her earlier when i reached Bandar Jengka. Her abah (my brother - angah) wanted her to be at hometown prior than them.

Yet, not many had done on the first night at home. I was so weak to do things. This Ramadhan, was the weakest compared to the other Ramadhans previously. But then, Thanks Allah, despite of the weak conditions, I managed to fulfill the month delightedly. Alhamdulillah.

The next day, The Ramadhan 28th, we went to visit my only grandma. She was unwell. Sangat kurus. looking to her, rasa mahu menitis air mata tapi of course I will not allowed them. She's no longer talkative as before. Wan banyak diam je. And memang tak sesegar mana. Luckily, she's still able to manage herself. Still remember to perform solat when the time arriving although sometimes she's unable to remember our names correctly. Last time I've met her, she's keep asking me between short interval about my name, my mother's name and my family. Then, asking more about what have i done currently, how the progress of my jobs and many more. But this time, the moment was so awkward. Wan banyak senyap. Talk just when she really need something and eat very little.

Yes, sangat sedih. Lagi sedih bila I mengenang tentang the rest of the family. Wan dah uzur tapi conflicts remain unresolved. Cukup - cukuplah kan. Lupakan sahaja apa yang berlaku. Despite everything, She IS OUR GRANDMOTHER. She is OUR FAMILY. Huhuhuhu. :(

Sedih..

Raya was so sweet. Alhamdulillah.

Wanna stop writing for a while. Need times to focus study.

But wanna wish my dear bff, Happy Birthday. May Allah bless you always, Eypun. Hope our friendship will last forever.

Enjoy the Raya. Understand the real meaning behind it. Chill friends.

Laura loves you.

See u again.