Conflict in me...

Assalamualaikum dan Salam 1 Malaysia kepada semua.

Alhamdulillah. Praise to Allah for His blessing.

Conflict in me. That's the title I choose for this swing entry. Not to provoke but a way to lessen the pressures and to reborn after all these... Huhuhuhu....

But then, things are easier said than done. To many conflict existing in me recently. Most of them were due to my tight schedules. But then to blame on schedule is ridiculous. It is me to decide to have it or not to have it. But then, there is conflicts on me whether to proceed with the schedule or not. Sometimes even I feel uneasy to come to work and deliver my best on cultivating marketing on students. Sometimes, there was so hard to prepare myself to work. Sometimes I feel like wanna quit. Sometimes I feel so happy when the clock shows 5.00 in the evening. Sometimes, I feel so eager to finish the job.

Sometimes also, I feel uneasy to set myself as a student. Still can't adjust and adapt that I am a part time student. Sometimes or shall I said I am now All the times, macam bukan seorang pelajar. Susahnya nak set pada diri untuk allocate certain times in my schedule to read and to recap what had been learned during classes. That was so uneasy! that's the biggest conflict in me! aduyai...

I just feel hard to do things part time. I just feel hard to set my focus right now. C'mon Laura, please wake up!


But then, from now on, I will try harder to adapt the system. I will work harder to fight for the right. For all these, frens, please give me your endless supports.

Please... Doa sama-sama ye....


Laura needs u...

Little update 1

Assalamualaikum and Salam 1 Malaysia to all readers...

First of all, this entry will be classified as 'mencoret kehidupan ketika sibuk'. Many to update actually but time always becomes my biggest contraint right now. I want to share many ups and down during these few weeks events but then have to short the list.

Below are my recent updates:
1. Pointer for last semester was not ups to the expectation of 4.00 but less than that. Not so teruk but okaylah still above the 3.70 line. So, this semester, Laura has to work harder!

2. New semester began with corporate finance class. Fuh! its really challenging not due the syllabus but the expectation and the requirement of the lecturer... Aduyai, jangan mengalah Laura!

3. My mum berangkat mengerjakan ibadah haji bermula 30 Oct - 13 Dec...

4. Sibuk sangat sekarang sbb semester comes to the end...Sgt risau sebenarnya dgn students' performances...

5. Masih aktif beli barang online...Aduyai... gian bershopping walaupun xleh g berjln2 d shopping complexes as due to tight schedule, i choose to shope online... Parah gak ni... Baru hari isnin dpt a new bag (look seasoned but very comfortable n lil bit stylo)

6. Mula gila barang tupperware and dh tempah my 1st online purchase few minutes before... Another aduyai...

7. DAH PINDAH UMAH.... Sonok sangat....

8. is seeking cooking classes to attend ( pastry especially)...

9. Sgt mengantuk kala ini....wlpn nota x buat lagi....

10. Laura is going from single and available to single but not available n to single and available again...hahahahaha.... (sj wat lawak d tgh malam)...

Da...........
live well

Never stop fighting for the best!