Monday, February 25, 2013

Cuba mencuba

Assalamualaikum. Anda sihat? Cik Laura masih belum sihat sepenuhnya. Mungkin banyak berfikir dua tiga menjak ni dan perubahan perancangan yang sering di ganggu oleh memo - memo tentang kerja yang bertambah - tambah sejak dua tiga menjak ini.

Bunyinya kedengaran stress sangat kan?

This week, mood datang kerja merundum lagi. Mahu terus berlingkar dalam selimut dan menyambung tidur sahaja. Kalaulah saya boleh begitu, seronok juga ye. Kalaulah boleh saya biarkan sahaja semua tugas kan tentu seronok juga. At least untuk sementara. Lari dari semua masalah dan kekalutan tentang kerja.

Mencari kerja baru? Mungkin usaha itu perlu dilipat gandakan. Mungkin perlu perubahan tempat agar diri kembali bermotivasi.

Dah tak boleh kata I love my job. I just love teaching. Not the administration works. And yes, I dah hampir tak tahu nak senyum.

Okay, It just that, I am not given the other option. I tak kisah tak naik pangkat sekalipun. I just nak berbudi pada anak bangsa. Itu aja.

But now, classes have to be rescheduled. Badan jatuh sakit - sakit. Sebabnya kerana jiwa masih marah dan memberontak. Tak ada motivasi dan jadi tak mahu buat semua. Jadi malas dan nak abaikan aja segala memo yang datang.


Yang saya nampak jalan penyelesaian satu sahaja, resignation.

Sudah kena belajar untuk berjimat. At least for several months. yeah, Dah sampai masa.

Perhaps, this is the turning point.

Saya akan tekun menulis, buat nursery, jual tuala, jual cupcakes or kuih muih, Buat tusyen pada yang memerlukan. Hopefully, I can survive.

Doakan kawan - kawan...

Thursday, February 7, 2013

He is back, safely

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah. He his back. Safely. My whole family were worried of him since days ago. This was his first going home trip from Kuala Terengganu. Yes, alone. No one but  my 16 years old nephew has successfully and safely arrived here at my place after two week times at SESTER..

Perhaps, you people might think we were funny but the truth is, that was his first 5 plus hours bus riding alone.  He had to prepared himself earlier. And the most horrible moment was that, he had not rang us even a call.

He was supposed to be in bus at 3.30 pm and was expected to arrive Kuantan, 4 hours later. The whole family keep calling me asking about his arrival since 7 pm because I was given the responsibility by the family to fetch him from the Bus Terminal.

But then, after an hour of worried waiting, finally the bus turned up. By the moment I saw the bus, I eagerly hoping that he was in there. When the bus stopped right in front my waiting place, I saw many adolescences who still wearing their school uniform. Something then projected deep inside my heart, Pity them. Really pity them. The clock at that moment shows 9.00 pm.

I move forward approaching the bus door. When I saw him walking slowly from his seat, Ya Allah, Ku rasa lega sangat - sangat. Honestly from the first time I saw his face, I feel wanna cry.  Coz what? He finally turned up in front of me! Safely and cheerfully.

Alhamdullillah. Kali pertama balik seorang dah berjaya. Insya Allah, akan berjaya juga yang lain - lainnya. Next monday, I'll send him again to the bus terminal near our hometown because we are planning to going back to hometown this evening. Next trip will be more longer than this previous trip. From bus terminal in Jengka to Kuala Terengganu, the bus service officer told us, the bus riding will take more less 7 hours,.

InsyaAllah he will manage to reach back SESTER safely. Lets pray for him...


Tada........