Monday, February 28, 2011

Rendu dia lagi...

Classic one to share...angau overboard!

When We Two Parted

When We Two Parted
In silence and tears
Half-broken-hearted
To sever for years
Pale grew thy cheek and cold
Colder thy kiss
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this

The dew of the morning
Sunk chill on my brow
It felt like a warning
Of what I feel now
Thy vows are all broken
And light is thy fame
I hear thy name spoken
And share in its shame

They name thee b4 me
A knell to mine ear
A shudder comes o'er me
Why wert thou so dear?
They know thee too well
Long, long shall I rue thee?
Too deeply to tell

In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget
Thy spirit deceive
If I could meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears....


p/s: dear u, how should i greet u? after these long years... ermmmmmmm

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Hobi yang tak bersambung

Assalamualaikum...

Moga kita semua sentiasa berada dalam lindungan kasih-sayang yang Maha Berkuasa.

Alhamdulillah, walaupun sibuk tahap gaban plus dilanda sindrom mengantok tahap gapan sepanjang minggu, namun Laura berjaya lalui...

Betul, that was the third week of 2010/2011-2, still kelam kabut. and as usual Laura ni ha yang kena set balik semula mind yang keadaan seronok datang kerja tanpa persediaan dan boleh gi breakfast jaoh-jaoh sudah lagi tiada ye! Ya all have to be stopped! The semester has began... Progressing... and requires much that ever efforts to help the adolescents to really prepare themselves for more challenging phase on each of their life. Huhuhu.. and I will always there for you, guys. Lets us succeed together and ever...

Apart from that, I wanna share with you, the readers about my 'hobi yg tak bersambung'. FYI, unlike yours, I seem to have just 2 hobbies. No 1: reading and No 2: writing. So skema am I. Hahahahaha. That's true guys.

Hmmm...and hobi yang tak bersambung adalah menulis cite2 yang penuh dengan emosi lagi penghayatan. Huhu. Dulu saya menulis kisah begini. Kisah budak-budak yang ingin dewasa. I still remember my 1st ever story that caught the attention of Darjah 5 SKSR classmates. That almost 5r0 pages story was the one that I manage to complete. Yang lain-lain tuh x sempat nak dihabiskan. I do write a lot. Tapi short story tu adalah yang dihabiskan cuma what i called to fall under the category of 'novels' memang tak sempat nak dihabiskan. Kekeringan idea and have no time for them.

Bila dah bekerja, lagilah buat saya macam susahnya nak siapkan yang tak bersambung tu. Sebabnya it looks conflicting while writing the academic journals or articles than those hobi yang tak bersambung novels. Hmm...

Tapi saya tetap tak lupa pada hobi itu. Bila ada masa like now, saya tetap kembali reviewing some of them and mungkin menyambung atau mengubah jalan ceritanya. In this laptop, ada few stories yang memang dah lama tak bersambung.

a) Hakimi dah sampai 100 pages tp masih tak tahu macam mane nk abiskan.
b) Kisah Kita dah masuk 77 pages but sama jugak,. xde idea nak sambung.
c) Mimpi indah baru masuk 19 pages
d) Khadija dan Zafran terhenti tak bersambung pd page 15
e) Mr. Right dan Aduyai perempuan x sampai 10 pages.

Ermmmmm.. Tak apalah kan. Nanti kalau saya ada idea, saya sambung lagi...


Okaylah..Cukuplah untuk entri ni.

last notes: doa sama-sama ye semoga saya cepat sembuh. Tadi saya terjatuh kat kawasan parking Kuantan Parade. Lutut saya luka... Sakit...

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Rendu yang tak terluah

Assalamualaikum dan salam 1 Malaysia buat semua.

Huhuhu..Ini mood swing namanya ye kawan-kawan...

Rindu yang tak terluah pada dia yang jauh dimata namun sentiasa dekat dihati saya. Pada dia yang saya kagumi sejak dulu. Pada dia yang payah benar hendak dicari gantinya...

Saya rindu dia yang menyepi. Saya rendu dia yang entahkan sehat entahkan tidak. Namun, saya doakan Hanya yang baik-baik sahaja akan hadir dalam hidupnya.

Iye, aku rindo ko, the Kappla!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

They are leaving

Assalamualaikum and Salam 1 Malaysia to all readers out there. May only the precious will exist in our life later.

Sound weird reading to the above title? Who are they? Hmm...its really hard for me to write about this. Yes, they are leaving.

First: She is leaving. But I have to accept the reason. She has to go. She has all the rights to leave me. And I will have no reasons to stop her. So I wish good luck friend.

Second: She is leaving too. For the sake of her family. I also believe that she has to go back to her hometown. Her family needs her. I will give full support to her.

Third: He is leaving. I noticed about this long time ago. But I rather choose to wait. Until the day he speaks to me.

Fourth: He is about leaving from our new friendship. Thanks friend for being so understanding for the past 1.5 years. I learned many things. About your journey. About your hurdles in that place. It just me who thinks our new relationship will turn to more meaningful sense when you come home next month. However, things are easily said than done. And on this case, i think both saying and doing the things will have no correlation at all. Becoz, he is not destined for me.

Fifth: They are leaving. All I need is to be more stronger. All I need is to be me. Again and again.


Thanks friends. I owe you a lot. Thanks for being there on my time of needs. Thanks for being friends with me. Thank you very much. You've been my pillars of strength.

Deep inside my heart,
Laura Azura (yg tgh penat membaca buku utk exam siang karang) Adoyai...